March 2024

What A Drama   He fell down, actually slipped, which I said to the form master   also. I got one hour detention.   The sunflower said she won't see a boy who   behaves like that.   An I felt sad an' sorry.   Nevertheless that we shaked hands afterwards. Actually we were classmates. …

February 2024

Tusslings   That boy in a lower level school an' some others name-called and bullied some others.   Finally, I said "No" and they stopped. We had our own tiffs and argues.   That boy an' his friend followed me after school.   Two against one. An I was hit.   I and my friend …

January 2024

Baptized   At the camp of the confirmation school I, at the latest, understood the evilness of this   life. Oh yes I did.   A bunch of youngsters had been forced to   stay a week or two beneath the eyes   of a god, or whatever.   Yes they had.   "The flag …

December 2023

or Alive   What will be left after me?   Alive I shall be.   by jop Helsinki, Finland 13.1.2024

November 2023

Death   I know my time is coming to end.   There's nothing to live for. Not a single thing to be for.   Every being I've known shall be gone.   What will be left after me?   The memories, the little marks in a history.   Written languages an' the spoken words, the …

October 2023

Drown'd Up   My father almost drown'd. We were walking from the isle through the frozen   cove. I was just a child.   The dog.   The wind blew in the rushes. It was cold. The sun was turning off   the lights. I picked up the scull.   An I saved a life. …

September 2023

Pretty-John   There was a pretty boy called John. He was a blond.   In my youth we hanged around in a same gang doing the same what the teens do.   He played the guitar, an' sang.   An election was kept. We were at the school.   I gave a vote but he …

August 2023

In Schools   In schools when I was a kid an' later on too, the bullying was, and still is, a kind of a problem.   Occasionally, but it is. It happens also in other communities.   I'm the one to help you out.   There were a girl child an' a female classmate an' …

July 2023

None, Nullum   You cannot replace the time I've lost, the time I could have lived   happily.   Twenty years have passed since I started the procedure of human rights.   For me, help was given by few, only a few and rarely.   I have done mistakes too, 'Errare humanum est',   but …

June 2023

Think-How   "Thou've to take care of thyself."   This capacity of my brain, the intellectual an' physical property of mine   has become known.   Everybody has gifts n' weaknesses an it's recognized by the ones.   Sometimes I think a number which cannot be exceeded, which cannot be under.   An I can …